19 Agustus 2011


Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world,
which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night.
I miss you like hell.
(Edna St. Vincent Millay)

One of the reason why i left jakarta to another province, to a small island in the east Indonesia for more than one month is to forget him.
And now I'm already here, not feeling forgotten or left behind.. the worst case is we are closer than before. And i feel awful.

And the pathetic part is i feel somehow we made a distance when we are in the same city, here in Jakarta.
Kenapa pas jauh malah jadi deket dan pas udah di kota yang sama merasa menjauh?

Everybody keep asking me 'who is he'. But, since, we are in the same circle of friends. So i keep the distance, i keep quiet, i dont want anyone know about our (not) ordinary friendship. Especially, we have different belief. So yeah.. nothing to say actually.

9 komentar:

  1. things will find their way out. if this is what makes you feel comfortable, then so be it :)

  2. i like this blog. simple yet fascinating.

  3. I was there, I know what you feel, tammy...


  4. ya begicu deh mbak
    kalo jauh seolah2 pengin terus deket
    tapi pas deket ternyata ada suatu hal yang berbeda

    mbak..yang kok blog yang My Life, Love & Bad Hair Days ga bisa di klik ya? semuanya deh, judulnya, readmorenya, komennya..

  5. You have great writing skills. I especially like the picture you paired with your thoughts. Aside from the subtitles the emotion conveyed by the boys face explains it all. Great blog, great writing.



  6. i like this blog. simple yet fascinating.

  7. love will find its way.

    just follow your heart :)


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